the worst part of it all is that people with whom u live under one roof do not notice! why?
are they blind?
or are you so good at hiding?
i wasn´t here for ages..i am so sorry.. i was spring cleaning the whole appartment. it was tons of work. i nearly did it all by myself for my sisters see no point to help me or mum.
i was going through a really bad time.
i was having some plans.
i am strong.
i finallly made up my mind.
no one is going to stop me this time.
i wonder what the world would look like without me.
no one noticed how damaged i am.
no one at all.
i am so good at hiding.
my twin says she is tired of the bullshit with our family and my dad. she has no mind to learn.( i do all the work and help my mum)
my other, younger sister just ignores my mum. does what she wants.
my mum told me about the scars of my little sister and how she sometimes feels nothing.
i was like: and what about me?
why does no one see how broken i am?
i think that the only way to make them notice is to harm myself really bad….